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Toxic Glue
02:24
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Everyday
I wake up to this same old world
Nothing seems to change, nothing goes forward
Can't find my place, too many signs
Of me going out of line
Can't deal with that too much
I'm getting out of touch
Confused by everyone
Why can't I just move on?
Can't move on
So I break myself and glue up the pieces
With the most toxic glue
One day I'll get so poisoned I'll have no options left
Except of puking it all out
...Over and over and over again.
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2. |
Nezek
01:38
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Death on the streets
Corrupted police
Injustice and greed
Hate is the seed
The Nezek is everywhere
Don't let it grow
The world is in flames
No more human race
If you want this to end
Fight the Nezek and
Fight the Nezek and
Fight the Nezek and
Don't let it grow.
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3. |
Devil
02:53
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The devil in me, the devil in you
It ruins everything we do
The bad luck, the fears, the end coming near
Why can't we just be more sincere?
We hate and we cry, we're buried inside
Those mistakes we try to hide
We put on a mask, so we won't need to ask
The questions we're so afraid of asking
So now I think to myself
Will it keep on bleeding out?
Go
Away
The ghosts
Inside my brain
That's not
How it should be
It's killing me
Can't you see?
The pain that you feel, will it ever heal
If I'm the one making you ill
We parted our ways, forgot all the days
That we used to be friends
I'm hurt just like you, but still I have no clue
If you hate me for breaking the glue
That held us so strong, well I guess I was wrong
If I thought it will hold us strong forever
And I still think to myself
What can I do to avoid doing the same mistakes again?
I look at myself and ask, am I only one step from going insane?
Is forgiveness on the way or am I forever to be scarred?
Knowing the devil that's in both of us, it will solve in the end
But I still wonder
what will be the cost?
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4. |
Vegan Rebellion
01:54
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We kill 'em, we rape 'em, we make them our slaves
Just because they can't say a word
We put them in cages so they won't run away
Just for us to eat their flesh afterwards
Vegan rebellion
Time to end this today
Animal liberation
Is the only real way
Wake up people
Fucking wake up
Wake up people
Fucking wake up
150 billions a year
The biggest mass killing that ever occurred
And people don't care, they just shut their minds
They'll keep eating meat like ever before
Vegan rebellion
Time to end this today
Animal liberation
Is the only real way
Wake up people
Fucking wake up
They're killing the earth
Those who kill them for us
Wake up people
Don't be blind
Once and for all
Open your fucking minds.
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5. |
Struggles
02:33
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All alone, known to none
In my room for all day long
Traumatized, sick and torn
In my mind a fiend is born
I never chose this life
I never chose those fears
I never chose these scars
But suddenly it all just seems so clear
Pain and grief behind my smile
No one knows, I'm getting vile
Missing how it was back then
When anxiety wasn't my only friend
Fucked up kids with fucked up dreams
In this city, in those streets
Life never seemed so good
But also so fucking bad
Lead singer of a hardcore band
Five fingers and a gunning hand
Eyes closing, I'm lost inside
All of those struggles in my fucking mind
Life sucks without consent
Everyday that comes I'm getting closer to death
Life fucks me up, life fucks me down
So please just take my body and put it in the fucking ground.
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6. |
Chronic
01:06
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The blood
The sweat
The tears
It's been 3 fucking years
Get up in the morning, the shitstorm begins
It's never gonna leave, forever in my intestines
It's chronic, it's chronic
A disease that will never go away
Chaotic, chaotic
My stomach burns from the inside everyday
Unstable, disabled
Can't even find a job that's considerate
Selling my heart and soul
To a devil whom I can't escape
So I beg
I steal
I borrow
Just to run away from sorrow
Standing on a stage, all your eyes on me
I scream to ease my pain as much as I can.
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7. |
Fingers Crossed
01:19
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Fingers crossed behind my back
Cutting my heart, painting it black
Spinal cords shutting off as fears and hopes rise
Always trying to fit in
Never showing what's under my skin
A smile that never leaves 'cause my mouth's paralyzed
A bit of joy every now and then
But deep inside it's all the same
Always living myself through people who are not me
Open door, I stay outside
Choosing to be the guard and not the guide
Doing everything to avoid getting in
The clock is ticking, years and years pass
Still the same song plays in our hearts
Telling our friends it's all just okay
Crying when no one looks at our way
Cold hard world waiting out there
Dangers hiding everywhere
Who am I to let myself go through all of this?
So much things that I can lose
Try to protect myself, it's no use
Better do nothing than try to hit and miss
The clock is ticking, years and years pass
Still the same song plays in our hearts
Telling our friends it's all just fine
Keeping it inside
Please don't squeeze it out, it's mine.
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8. |
Always Late
03:08
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Always late, always behind
Always waiting for a sign
Passivity, stabillity
Consistent state of "live in line"
Starting my life too late to see
That everything is backfiring at me
Born with a disease inside my head
Lived through years and years of playing dead
Never seen myself as more than a mess
Don't know if I'm cursed or blessed
Can't talk with people without feeling ashamed
A fucking burden on this goddamn earth
How can I even communicate
When every time I try to love it backfires as hate?
So now I try to understand
How it feels to be a man
No more a child, but still feels like it
Skipped through all the phase of being a kid
Starting my life at the age of 16
How can I even communicate
When every time I try to love it backfires as hate?
How can I even communicate
When every time I feel loved I respond it with hate?
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9. |
Miss & Accept
02:48
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I'm just a little kid seeking for attention
'Cause I can't handle life all by myself
Served a chance on a silver plate, fucked it up, realized too late
You played this game, I wrote the rules
But rules are meant to broken, and you surely broke them
Left me here all confused
I will collect the pieces, so you won't give them to someone else
What's left for me to lose?
What's this good thing I thought I saw in you?
I'm losing my belief each day
You said you care, you will always be there, but for some reason each time we meet
You look through me, and I have to keep it in my heart
Yesterday you sent me a letter
With an explanation of all that happend in this year
You said I tried to much, didn't let go and you felt crushed
Your words were making it all clear
"...And this
Will break your heart
And this
Will tear you apart
I'm not afraid of telling
How I feel
I'm not hiding my truth
Not hiding my wills."
In this life you learn to miss and accept
In this life you learn to take one step back
In this life you learn to fucking forgive
In this life sometimes you have to leave.
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10. |
Parted Ways
02:40
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Time is running out
Trying to find my place in this world
Everything happens so fast
Yet feels so slow
Images
Running in my head
Of all the times
We had
I still remember
That we used to be friends
Years have passed since then but still I know
True friendship never ends
Oh!
Now suddenly your back in my life
So many have changed but still I can see
Inside of our hearts it's all just the same
As it used to be
I still remember
That we used to be friends
Years have passed since then but still I know
True friendship never ends
You're stuck behind, but I'm not ahead
Because I'm also stuck in the thing that we had
You're trying to avoid it but you know
That our feelings to each other will never go
Away, because no matter what
Even though we haven't seen each other for so long
We're still the same people as we were back then
And I always knew that we'll meet each other again
Meet each other again
Like way back then
Parted ways
No more.
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